Sunday, November 28, 2010

incubate

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Creative woman’s muse



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Women ‘waste time’ taking care of other people

Forget them.

Be like a man: Focus solely on yourself and YOUR needs.


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2nd --> 3rd chakra

Realization

Making ideas REAL.


flow
whole-brain thinking

input side
output side

men eat up all the resources – resource HOGS

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women in PUER cultures are expected to

walk one pace behind and to the left

to subsume their needs to the needs of others

to NEVER ‘overshadow’ anyone, especially MEN

to forgo their own ego needs in the interest of

PROPPING UP THE EGOS OF OTHERS


FUCK THAT SHIT.

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You must look for a man who

ADMIRES
you.

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keep me warm.

incubate me.

safety, security, home.

incubate.

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♥ represents an older, darker, more primitive side of humanity

trying to come forward and
be integrated

light
dark
shadow

anima
animus
daemon (GC did *not* originate this – it’s a very ancient concept. Idiots who claim ‘new worlds’ that are already fully occupied – puer. child. unfinished biz.

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Totally focused in *his* head all the time (GC guy.

why do they all bow down to him
graven image
false god

sacrifice

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There is something
missing
from him

a succubus
he is

drinks from

souls

work of others

he takes credit

he’s a
shaper?

but

bothers me

can’t quite grab

father

quintessential patriarchal bullshit

mouth sucking lemons

sour

why?

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something a little girl possesses

at the cusp

that men try to

possess?

life force
power

unharnessed

tapping in?

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‘they’ --> phys strength, but

no

spine?

character?

gutless.

What is it? Emasculation.

But – reframe the word.

It is not the MALEness that is removed

but the HUMANITY.

Ah. Men are separated from all that the 12-year-old girl represents: A whole human.

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but instead of
stepping back
riding HER cape
letting HER lead

Lemony too. parts. sand, grains thereof.

***
***
sweetness.
Water Bearer.
cup overfloweth.
joy! :-)

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ah. and thus men's obsession
with that which is cut from them:
the 'whole' being
represented
in the young girl.

No *wonder* the 'merkan obs with youth and beauty. They never got to *have* it.

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so we each
eternally seek
the half that was cut away
by society’s (?)
sharp
scalpel
in youth

heal.

As long as

NEED
is equated with
WEAKNESS –

there will be no healing.

Let your needs be seen.

*Golden Compass

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