The sense of urgency,

Of being driven,
rushed
pushed

to do things before I’m ready
off-balance
not ‘centered’ or ‘grounded’.

Can’t do any *solid* ‘work’ from that kind of a place.

So: I say, “No,” to those who would have me
move before I’m ready
decide too quickly, for *their* convenience, not mine.

Ridding myself of the FALSE urgency
and allowing my *own* drivers (?) to be – internal?
driven from *within* rather than without.