fear to grow

Just scrolled past the whole page worth of posts from the last while,
the picture of the little fawn with the fiddlehead (fern) popped out at me -
I feel - constrained? around ø.
As if my very *growth* (physical, mental, emotional) is somehow a threat to ø.

But maybe if I smallify ø enough? I can take up more space.

Picturing a little 'zap' gun (like, maybe a plastic squirt gun from Archie McPhee?) or possibly a little spray bottle, a spritzer? that I can 'smallify' ø with. Like Alice.

Even just typing in ø repeatedly seems to help :-)

Here's the 'smallifier' in action:

ø

ø

ø

ø

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