Friday, February 4, 2011

how do I reconcile

the 'care-taking' urge with

It feels unnatural to me. Like, it is not part of *my* nature.

It's not what I'm meant to do, or who I'm meant to be.

And yet? I've done it for so long and gotten so *good* at it, that people are drawn, over and over again, to that *one* aspect of me that is basically a

COPING MECHANISM

for surviving the parental thing.

No comments: