is a kind of endless mental 'static' to block out the absolutely *terrifying* fear that comes up whenever I'm faced with the 'void' left by µ. You go to reach for someone, and they're not there; you go to reach for them again, and they're not there. Over and over and over again. Eventually you stop reaching, you don't even look to see if the person's there any more. You blot them from your mind completely, like cutting the picture of a person's face out of a photograph. There's just a HOLE there where this person...
...never was.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
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