re-birth time?

Ok, this is going to sound wacky, but I've been having this feeling that I somehow need to 'reset the clock' on my own birth - the idea I keep having is that, on my birthday (which is in a few days), I need *somebody* to sort of 'be there' physically for me, to *receive* me in ways that my parents didn't - to hold me, rock me, comfort me. I have *no* idea how I could possibly get this to happen, but it seems like if I *could* find the right person to do it, and *ideally* to be there just before and after my actual birth time, somehow it would 'heal' the old wounds, and I'd be all better.