Need someone to release me from it. Need active, open, permission from someone who understands what I'm talking about.
Dear Universe: Please send me someone, or help me recognize someone who's already here, to help me let go of this guilt. Now!
Sincerely,
grasshopper.
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I quote others frequently and freely, and do my best to give full attribution. All the rest of the writing here is mine.
I hereby respectfully request: If you like something I've written enough to copy it for your own use, please give full attribution, either by providing a link back to the original writing on this site, or by citing Orts & Leavings as your source.
Thanks!
About Me
- grasshopper
- Grasshopper is, at the moment, still 'under construction' :-) She's trying to learn, and trying to keep a 'beginner's mind' while doing so (hence the moniker). She is also stubborn, willful, headstrong and ornery. She does things her own way. (She's also trying to give up 'being nice'.)
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- this must be why I'm drawn to
- reaching out to emotionally unavailable people* is...
- push back.
- Self preservation: Just because sheΩ's* never ...
- eight of pents.
- the next part of it is habit.
- a funny thing happened on the way to the meltdown.
- panic.
- transitions, again. patience is *not* my middle na...
- searching.
- Rose
- I *hate* people who continually compete for
- the Death of Miss Goody.
- the Fool and Judgment.
- ?
- Knight of Pentacles, from Rider Waite Smith deck.
- Attributions, from top to bottom: Two of pentacles...
- the clanging garbage can lid of self-derision.
- seek people who believe in *needs*.
- assuming the worst.
- seek people who engage *fully*.
- i will be your sun, if you will be
- guidance: seeking the 'inner angel' of truth.
- the flower.
- No title
- jumping off.
- The Sun.
- sun; awakening.
- protecting self.
- patience.
- words affect thoughts.
- infinite bliss :-)
- Hexagram 46: Pushing Upward. Yay, spring! :-) Als...
- wrapping the baby.
- Brighid, earth mother, strength:
- Power!!!!! bwahahahaaaaaa... :-)
- Hope :-)
- something I want.
- Ace of Fawns.
- Daughter of Cups.
- freedom within love.
- Abundance (a bun dance?): Ten of Pentacles.
- gratitude: Nine of Cups.
- sorting.
- :-)
- Courage reading: Strength; The Moon; and King of C...
- tao of p'u :-)
- wu way.
- it's also possible
- grasshopper's interpretation of previous.
- Future path reading: Eight of Wands, Two of Swords...
- Divination.
- Good card(s)
- Control? and power, of course.
- feeling overly responsible for outcomes/interactions.
- It's hard to take your own needs seriously
- I want to not squander my energy
- just turned up the Death card.
- I keep feeling as if I am 'called forth' to do battle
- I think what bugs me
- *man* am I struggling with this 'holier than thou'...
- cleaning my *own* house.
- middle path.
- seem to have missed the point in the previous post.
- let go of being the 'good' one.
- this is going to sound ridiculous, but -
- Rabbit/Aquarius combined?
- Looking for the right symbol.
- Vietnamese water cat
- balance. or something.
- Empress with a baseball bat?
- sometimes a baseball bat is *necessary*.
- Wu wei, again?? Or, Ace of Swords as defender of '...
- idiots. "Clowns to the left of me, jokers to the ...
- trauma; dominator paradigm; s*goating.
- Trying to see if there's a link between sc*pegoati...
- 'Tyranny of the majority.' Again, searching for th...
- expanding on (expounding on?) the 'escape' mechani...
- Links on escaping (Houdini-like :-)
- the one who got away, or, the 'escape' goat.
- Standing up to the !@#%#^$!'s
- wisdom of the Hanged Man?
- Power and wisdom cards: Queen of Pentacles and Emp...
- Another good card: Queen of Wands.
- cards I like today. Eight of Coins; Two of Wands.
- Useful term learned today: 'Selective inattention....
- conversation (?) with a jerk
- i *need* this fierce intelligence
- the hardest part
- Tears lubricate the - soul?
- a tricky card: The Hanged Man
- More cards: Queen of Cups; The Moon
- cards I like today: Ace of Pentacles (coins); Nine...
- The sense of urgency,
- Hexagram 59: Dispersing
- One thing must end in order for another to begin.
- Getting out of the *habit* of pain.
- Undoing the negative messages from the past.
- Learning to trust?
- Reviews of a book called "Hold Me Tight"
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